Friday, June 25, 2010

I'm sorry for I am weak.


I'm sorry for what I have become.
The pain inside that tears away at me is but a pain I have tried so hard to remove yet I am face with an unmovable wall of sorrow that traps my heart in its grip.

I long so much to truly hold you yet I cannot bear to put myself at risk for loving you means strapping a target on my back and praying you don't pull the trigger.

I am but a shell of my former self for I have sunk so slow beneath the depths of sorrow that every breath I take escapes me.

Leave me be if you're not willing to take the plunge to save me from this dark waters.
but if you choose to jump, do it with an unshakable intent that no measure of doubt can prevail.

I'm sorry.

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