Dull but enjoyable Christmas!

Christmas this year sucked real badly! Especially if you're spending in Cameron Highlands!
The whole place was utterly oblivious to the fact it was CHRISTMAS!!!

I had fun though! Met some crazy people while going up to a freezing tower in the middle of the night as the wind swept through! Read a really really nice book about love and the pain of living and love.

Hoping for a great New Year's Eve!!!!!

Trying to smile for a better tommorow.

I read somewhere the other day that if you're feeling lonely, listen more than you talk.
As you listen, you're filled with the wonders and beauties of life through different eyes.

Listen to their dreams, let it inspire you.
Listen to their sorrows, let it bring you hope.
Listen to their hearts, let it be a reminder that you are not alone.

All around people are moving on, yet I still find myself rooted at my feet.
I find happiness in their fortunes yet a sense of grieve lingers as I find myself the only one incapable of moving forward.

I am trying to listen, but I cannot hear.

The absence of love.

Everyone seems to have their own problems to deals with, yet it feels like the world is still being unfair. I've been in love before, I think I did, I hope I did.

The feeling where you can pour your heart out and give them your all is a feeling I've been missing of late. Loving someone is when you don't hold back. Giving them everything you can give and beyond.

Saying I love you use to mean
I give you my soul,
my body,
my today,
my tomorrow
and most of all my heart.

It use to mean I''m giving you my life because there is where it belongs,
in your hands forever.

I miss being in love.

A cry of loneliness.

Sometimes the world feels like its just too tough to continue on. Everyday waking up becomes a chore that is unbearable.

I'm not someone who has everything, I've worked hard to gain all that I have wanted. Yet, I find myself alone everyday wondering why people who do so much less have so much more.

Loneliness is a constant companion, wanting not to lose myself with a stranger for a night yet the search for someone special has taken its toll on me.

Yes I am alone, miserable and desperately lonely.

Haha!

Careful who you insult.

Shocking revelation!

It turns out! I do have a life! Shocking I know~
haha So what better way to tell the whole world of this astounding find!!
and yes, my world is a little smaller compared to yours. :P

Its the last week of the semester break and guess what! My friend De Yang and his girlfriend Ivy came down for a visit!

So to prove I really do have a life, this post is gonna be like the ones you find on other countless blogs that tell you what they did on a certain day with a million pictures to show and are about half a page long. HAHAHAHA!

To start off, we went to Black Stone Beach as we were invited by the ultra busy Quek and the super genius Dennis on the day that they arrived here in humble old Kuantan.


Basically its a stretch of beach littered with black rocks.

That night however, we woke up early! 4am!!!!
cause we were going up Panorama Hill in Sungai Lembing with the goal of watching the world come awake up above.

BUT!!! it was really cloudy that day so we didn't get to see much after quite a hike up the hill and just so you know, all three of us are nowhere near fit enough.



As the sun continued to rise, it revealed a magnificent view of the surrounding mountains and mist that took our breathes away. The clouds below us was just a sight to behold.







Deyang and Ivy posing at the steps.


All in all, it was a really nice trip.We completed the day with a trip into town before going back home to a home cooked crab dinner prepared by mum! Yeah us!

It seems I do have a life! hahahaha.

Getting to know yourself!

Every person has its own traits and personality.
It makes us who we are and how we react and most of all SPECIAL!

I found this nice little web that helps determine your personality types based on Myers-Brigss Type Indicator!

Get to know yourself better!!

Be sure to check out the links below after you've done the test to find out what is really means!!

Especially the last one " Relationship info based on your type" :P

Have FUN!!! CLICK HERE!!!

Doing nothing. ( LAME!!! )

The sun was out and crawling through the curtains. A young man fast asleep would soon be awaken to another day. 'Ray!!!! Time to get up! Its almost noon!' cried his mother as she came storming up to his room.

Half and hour later, Ray found himself sitting at his usual place in front of the computer as he went through his daily routine of checking his Facebook and other internet activities.

My life is boring. I'm no different albeit having a larger belly to the old me a year ago. He admitted silently in his heart. 'I gotta change! I have to make a change! I'm wasting my life away like this,' he said.

One week later,
A month,
A year.
Nothing changed.

Ray was all talk, he knew what he had to do yet he never got down to doing it.
That's why he is known to many as,

Lazy Ray.

Harden not your heart.

Harden not your hearts in the face of adversity,
open it further for love comes unexpectedly.